Thursday, October 21, 2010
Make-Up and Drills
Well, woke up this morning feeling sick still, I have been sick for about 2 weeks now. At 900 on the dot the construction sounds from next door started hammering drilling and such. Went to the living room to try to relax and look at my email and facebook, I sent molly to go clean her room for the 15 min i was gonna do this. She came out 10min after i sent her back there, she is covered in my pink glittery eyeshadow, so is my night stand and most of the floor. Some days being a mommy is tough, its frusterating and then when I look at the bright pink rings around my daughters eyes it is hard to be mad at her even though it was a 20 dollar eyeshadow. I guess its my fault, I have had no energy lately to keep up with her and play with her, partially because im sick and partially because im almost 9 months pregnant. *sigh* I can't wait til i finally get some free time, time to myself where im not having to worry about my daughter or whether or not everyone is fed.im soo tired... I just want a break. But as of next week it will go back to the schedule where my husband cannot help me out at all and im even more stressed than usual. Loads of fun btw. Well, im out of time, my daughter is now pulling out the entire contents of my purse...
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My heart goes out to you, I now have a 7yr old daughter and 10 year old son. I do have a 16 year old son too but he is very independent. When I had my daughter my son was almost 3 I was having major health issues after her birth I was exhausted, intolerant of everything (and that is the last thing you can be with a newborn a 3 year old and 10 year old.) I was a stay at home mom and my husband worked 10 hour days and went to school 2 nights aweek oh yeah and he worked 6 days a week. I was in and out of the hospital, and doctors for 7 months before they diagnose me with Graves disease. It is hyperactive thyroid. I had to get surgery when my daughter was 11 months old. During that dilemna and after I was going through post pardom and I just didn't understand why it was so hard to be a mom. You parenthood doesn't come with a handbook. It should but it doesn't. It is wonderful that you can smile even when your little girl did ruin the eyeshadow but she was only putting make up on like mom. lol I really hope you feel better soon and you have a smooth delivery and you get some rest on and off. The #1 thing you need to remember ask for help when you need it don't think you have to do it yourself especially if your husband is not going to be there again. Don't try and be supermom their is no such thing. We need each other and we need to stick together. Good Luck. I am so glad I found you on my blog. If you ever need to vent feel free to do it on my sight.
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